I finally reached the 20lb. loss mark on this diet. I am frustrated, excited, and so damn tired of it already. I had a moment last night where my cravings for anything fattening or junky took over ... and instead of indulging it - I opened a bag of Salsa Brown Rice Chips and SMELLED the damn chips. How pathetic is that? I did not eat even one morsel. I quickly closed the bag, grabbed some Tylenol for my headache and laid down with an icepack. Pathetic.. I know. I was down a pound and a half this morning, after a 6 day stall. I am sure I do not have to tell you how frustrating it is to eat almost infantile portions of food for 6 days and not lose a flippin ounce!
I have a book club/going away party on Sunday at my house. I plan on making lemon bars, chocolate covered coconut macaroons and possible pastry wrapped Brie. If I accomplish any of those - you KNOW I am tasting this time.
I wish I could say I gained this weight from stuffing my face - at least I would feel remorseful and not be so resentful about having to lose it (maybe). Nope. I have Celiac disease to blame for it (and 8.5 months of steroids).
Oh well, such is life.... I am now the proud owner of a wardrobe that is essentially brand new, that I have been unable to fit into in almost 2 years! YEAH ME!!! :-))
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